貧しかった子供時代と父の見えない苦労を思い出して

When I was a child, I was poor.
I realized my family had no money, but since we were always in that condition, I didn’t recognize that we were poor.
I can remember only one occasion when we went out to eat as a family.
It was not a pleasant memory.
I don’t remember what I ate.
The only thing I remember is worrying whether my father had money.
Nowadays, if he didn’t have money, he wouldn’t go out to eat, so I think he must have had money, but as a child, I didn’t realize this.

Japanese translation is here.